Aww Man-being confronted by God

Today I was listening to a podcast and taking notes when God starting speaking to me. It was not pretty. I did not like what God said, but in it is my healing. I'm just going to copy my notes so that you can get what I got.
1. Simply Jesus is Lord forever and always-that is his position he has rule and authority over all and that includes my life
2. You want change in circumstances but you want to continue to do the same things
3. Why are we (God &I) doing this-to help ME get where I need to be.
4. Who benefits from the Bible/cross-How does God benefit from all of this
5. God always had a prophet to lead his people the right way-he never left them w/p
6. I'm going to explain this before I write it-I was thinking that through this time with God I was feeding my spirit not my flesh-then I began to think that we always have to make those decisions moment by moment-to walk in spirit not flesh-always be on guard the following was God's response
 When in a war surrounded by bullets and bombs-do you relax your guard-God tells us all of the time to take up your full amour-that the Spirit wars against the flesh-We do have to make decisions to walk in spirit or flesh in every moment of our lives

Then God took me to 2 kings 5(Naaman)
For  those of you who don't know the story you should read it....
God told him go and do this---and he got angry because his miracle did not come the way he wanted it to-he wanted to be healed, but his way..God said thats me I want healing but my way..he made the following points

1. You have a problem--God says pray and ask him--
2. You have money-God says tithe and he would rebuke the devour and open up a window of blessings so that you can't contain it
3. you want to lose weight-God says stop eating out and get up @5:30 and exercise
4. You want to grow in the word-God says study, read, pray, spend time with him, and spend time with his people

In these four things are your healing, but do you do them--No..you are missing your blessing because you don't want to do your part...

you see what I mean, this is why its hard for me to spend time with God. He always want to confront me about my issues. Truly, I hope this helps you. God may not come like you want him to, but he will come.