Inconsistency is one of my biggest faults. Start-stop-start again-stop again...
I want to talk to you about letting God fix your hurts and heal your heart. People suffer in different ways, but one thing we all have in common is suffering. Some hurts are big, like losing a child or childhood abuse. Some are small like someone hurting your feelings. Its a fact that no matter how big or small the hurt, we can choose to let it destroy or we can choose to refuse despair and trust in our Father who can work all things out for our good. I can tell you from experience this is not easy. I'm tired of being phony. I'm tired of pretending. I'm hurting. I need God to fix this for me. I can't do it on my on. I want him to make my life beautiful like only he can. I don't want to look to another source for my healing. Not the perfect job. Not perfect children. Not the perfect mate. Not behaving perfectly. I simply want to find my healing in you Jesus. I want to know the healer and enjoy the healing. I don't want just to be heal, but I want to be healed with a purpose. Whatever you can use in my life for your glory Lord, use it. The Christian life is one day at a time. Moment by moment choosing to live for Christ. We will all face moments where we feel like giving up. We we face moments of overwhelming pain. We will face moment that hurt and make us cry. We will face moments that hurt us to our core. We will face moments where we lose our faith. Moments of heartache and pain. Suffering is a sure thing. However we can all take comfort in the fact that we have a heavenly Father who loves us, and he is more than able to deal with our suffering. Change is not always easy, but if you have hurts that are destroying your form the inside then give it to God. Trust him with the ugliest part of you. The thing that hurts and shames you the most. Tell him that you are angry at him. Tell him that you don't trust. Tell him that you feel he let you down. Tell your Father, how you feel--he knows anyway...All I'm saying is don't let your suffering be in vain--we can miss our very purpose for being here, because we despise the pain and hurt in our lives. We can turn away from the living God who loves you. If you are suffering than I want you to know that in the end you will win. Time on Earth is fleeting, but its hard. Stop living your life like you have another one to live. let the God of all heal your pain..let him work it out...Jesus do yo thing because you do it well..there is no other like you. We search in many ways but we can find none that compare...your are marvelous in your love and kindness--amazing in grace
